Monthly Archives: March 2011

Mad World

Dear Diary, All are around me are familiar place Warn out places Warn out places Bright and early for their daily races Going nowhere Going nowhere Their tears are filling up their glasses No expression No expression…. And I find it kind funny, I find it kind of sad The dreams in which I’m dying […]

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What is reality?

Dear Diary, Last night I had an intense dream…. It began with fluttering lights, then a dance of circular electric currents that motioned away from me.  Then I came to a gate.  This gate was layered with geometric patterns.  And then it began.  I left the world as I knew it.  I was no longer […]

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Enlightened Moment

Dear Diary, There is a moment or moments in everyones life when they are defined. One could juxtapose that the same is true when it comes to Enlightenment. Consider quite the opposite: Consider that an ‘Enlightenment Moment’ may cause someone to undefine who they are… One summer afternoon, I was working intensely for most the […]

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*My Story: “A Miraculous Moment”

Dear Diary, “A Miraculous Moment” It is perhaps the most important question we could ask ourselves… And possibly the most difficult to answer…. Who am I? There’s a moment, possibly, in everyones life when they are defined My moment was 16 years ago… There I was in the middle of a cold dark room The […]

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*The Paradox of Pain

Dear Diary, I need to talk to you about a very personal matter.  I am praying for your help regarding my calling in life.   My burning desire and calling in life is to help take away the ‘pain’ for all of mankind.  You know, the pain that lingers underneath it all.  The feeling of abandonment.  The feeling that lumps up […]

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The Road Less Traveled

Dear Diary, It seems in life there are many ‘road blocks’ or tests that we are faced with.  It is as if these ‘road blocks’ are tests to see what we are committed to and how committed we really are.  I came upon one today.   For a moment I wanted to get angry.  I […]

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